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Being a nerdfighter.
Being Lorenz's girlfriend.
Knowing Emily.
Dominic finally letting me know that I mean something to him.
Having my ex girlfriend be my best friend.
Having a step mother that is more supportive of my goals than anyone.
and finally.
Knowing that I haven't cut in two years and I am not feeling the urge as often as I had grown accustomed to.
Being Lorenz's girlfriend.
Knowing Emily.
Dominic finally letting me know that I mean something to him.
Having my ex girlfriend be my best friend.
Having a step mother that is more supportive of my goals than anyone.
and finally.
Knowing that I haven't cut in two years and I am not feeling the urge as often as I had grown accustomed to.
Drawing
So... I actually started drawing... I am really not good at all but if anyone would like to see I'll post some pics...
So yeah. Go ahead and comment if you want it.
Everything has changed
So no one actually reads these so I'm going to just post about my life right now.
Right now, I'm terrified. I'm going to be light board op for one show and then I'm stage managing for the first time. I'm absolutely terrified. And of course I'm also scared because I just got into a relationship and I'm afraid I won't be able to make time for it. I mean... I know that he did the same thing when he went to uni and I know that he will understand but that's what they all say... and then I end up alone and crying during finals week.
I have to start getting straight A's and then while all this is happening I am realizing that I really want to los
Thinking About Things At 2 a.m.
I can hear the voices say
Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when I am done
so it is time to lay my weary head to rest
I won't cry anymore.
It's only been one year since I left a not so happy home-life. And I don't have to be completely perfect yet. I don't. I can take my time and work through things. I don't have to be a completely adjusted yet. I don't and I won't. Kansas go and sing me to sleep.
Counselor stories
So today I went to a meet up to decide what kinda counselor I wanted. Anyway she asked if I had ever self-harmed. I said yes.
She then asked if I had quit. I said yes.
She then asked how I quit...
I looked her right in the eyes and said "I fell in love with a girl that I couldn't stand see in pain" and her face lit up.
Even psychologists know that love conquers all.
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I am so proud, happy, excited, and pleased with and of you right now. (:
I love you.
I love you.